Seriously, am I pregnant or what???
Weekend was more or less like every other weekend. On Saturday, we went to breakfast, cleaned the garage, went mini golfing, ate nachos for dinner. Tim laughed his ass off at me when I heard the ice cream truck coming down the street, demanded money from him, ran to the street... and the truck flew right past me. He felt bad, he took me to the gelato/italian ice stand down the street. I think he still may be laughing at me. Saturday was also my niece's 7th birthday, but they were going to Six Flags and I just couldn't risk going. I can't believe my nieces pieces is seven! I just want to snuggle up with her and hang out with her all day. So, hopefully I will be taking her out next weekend and spending quality time with her.
It definitely needs some work... we need a pole barn, seriously.
Remember this picture: beautiful out on Saturday afternoon
Miranda just played frisbee and took to the couch afterwards. Haha at my reflection
Mini golf! Tim beat me by one...
...probably because I got my ball stuck in this puddle
And then there was a flash flood.
My mom is back in the hospital and we went to go see her. My anxiety was sky high when we went there, because I just wanted all the visitors to shut up and let her sleep. Luckily, when Tim and I left, everyone else got the hint and left as well. I broke down in the car when we were leaving. I think the stress of all of this is starting to break me.
We talked to a realtor this weekend and are starting to look for our forever home. We are also looks for plots of land so Tim can build our house for a fraction of the price. Exciting and stressful, definitely. But we are taking our time. No rush on this, but it can't hurt to start looking now!
Sunday one of my Bump friends came over, and turns out ordering food on a Sunday evening is not easy. I ordered a pizza around 6:00 pm, and they said it would be delivered by 7:15. I called around 7:50 to complain that it wasn't there yet. They said it was out for delivery and would be there shortly. Then I called again a little after 8:00 and the "manager" said that he didn't even put the pizza in the oven yet. What?! I was pissed and cancelled the order. So we went to get tacos at this Mexican restaurant, which was closed. Lame. Then the pizza place called and said they were at the door with the pizza. Um, no, stupid pizza place, I canceled that order and I'm not home because we are SEARCHING FOR FOOD. Turned out to be a McDonald's night. Sorry Kate, lol.
Had a dream I was in the hospital with my mom. Woke up and thought I was laying next to her. I wasn't. So I cried.
Also, screw this morning because I took a HPT (5dp5dt) and it was a stark white negative. This was the same time in my cycle that I got a very, very strong positive with the boys. Now I know I had twins last time, but this time I expected to get at least a very faint positive if I was pregnant.
So, although it may be too early to do this, I am going to sulk in bed all day and watch movies and be angry at God and life.
We talked to a realtor this weekend and are starting to look for our forever home. We are also looks for plots of land so Tim can build our house for a fraction of the price. Exciting and stressful, definitely. But we are taking our time. No rush on this, but it can't hurt to start looking now!
Sunday one of my Bump friends came over, and turns out ordering food on a Sunday evening is not easy. I ordered a pizza around 6:00 pm, and they said it would be delivered by 7:15. I called around 7:50 to complain that it wasn't there yet. They said it was out for delivery and would be there shortly. Then I called again a little after 8:00 and the "manager" said that he didn't even put the pizza in the oven yet. What?! I was pissed and cancelled the order. So we went to get tacos at this Mexican restaurant, which was closed. Lame. Then the pizza place called and said they were at the door with the pizza. Um, no, stupid pizza place, I canceled that order and I'm not home because we are SEARCHING FOR FOOD. Turned out to be a McDonald's night. Sorry Kate, lol.
Had a dream I was in the hospital with my mom. Woke up and thought I was laying next to her. I wasn't. So I cried.
Also, screw this morning because I took a HPT (5dp5dt) and it was a stark white negative. This was the same time in my cycle that I got a very, very strong positive with the boys. Now I know I had twins last time, but this time I expected to get at least a very faint positive if I was pregnant.
So, although it may be too early to do this, I am going to sulk in bed all day and watch movies and be angry at God and life.
Dangit!! I am mad at the hpt! I am hoping and wishing and praying that it's just too early!
ReplyDeleteSide note, have fun looking for homes! My husband and I just purchased a home and it is SOO stressful! But the day dreaming and the planning and the idea of a forever home makes it all better! XOX
Thanks Morgan! We are really looking forward to the process because you are right- as stressful as it is, in the end we will have the home we stay in and hopefully raise our babies in.
Delete10 DPIUI--BFN, PISSED
ReplyDelete12 DPIUI--BFN AND spotting!
14 DPIUI--BFP
So my educated guess says--TOO EARLY! Give it a few days. Remember you have a singleton this time. They take longer to burrow in and start producing that good ol' HCG.
Wow! Ok that makes me feel so much better. I'm going to try to calm myself down and be patient!
DeleteI'm still holding onto hope for you that its too early.... 10dpo/5dpt is early :)
ReplyDeleteP.S. I can eat Mickey D's fries anytime I had fun....and boy was Chesney mad when I got home. I got the 3rd degree aka "I smell another dog on you....who is she?" LOL
AHHAHAHA I get that too from my dog... she gets overly curious and then she refuses to leave my side for fear that I will leave her for another dog lol.
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