Second trimester!

How far along? 14 weeks!
What's happening with  baby?  Baby is the size of a lemon and can squint, frown, suck his/her thumb, and PEE!  Who thought I could be so excited about pee? I also joked today at the ultrasound that the baby's body is catching up to his/her head.  Liver is producing bile and baby is a bit more active.
Total weight gain: The stars have aligned and I'm back to my normal weight.  Turns out everything before was just some major bloat.
Maternity clothes?  Yoga pants today, holler.
Stretch marks? Not yet.
Sleep: Like a baby. Pun intended.
Best moment this week:  Ultrasound today showed NO BLEEDING!  Thank you all for your support and prayers :)  I looked straight at Tim when the ultrasound tech said that and I've never seen someone more relieved in my life.
Miss Anything?  SOFT SERVE ICE CREAM.  We went to get shakes yesterday only for us to realize that I couldn't have it.  Listeria, damn you.
Differences between Baby C and Conner and Ben at this point: Going in for ultrasounds with the boys, I was so excited.  With Baby C, I hold my breath until we see the heartbeat.  I always expect the worst.
Emotions:  14 weeks is supposed to be the "safe zone" for many pregnancies.  Many people feel comfortable spreading their pregnancy announcements and buying baby stuff at this point.  Not me.  I lost Conner and Ben in the second trimester, just 10 days shy of "viability," a word I still hate.  If we can get through this second trimester, I will start to calm down a little bit.  This is the scariest period of time for me.
Difficulties this week:  Pregnancy no longer equals baby for me.  I am still struggling to get more excited for the future. I still have not taken home a Babies R Us catalog from the OB. I am also analyzing every little thing, from the fact that our baby's arm is still up in the air like it was last week and the fact that s/he didn't move as much as I wanted.  IS MY BABY NORMAL?!  Yes, I am that mom now.
Movement:  Baby was a bit more active in the ultrasound today and his/her body was jerking around a little bit.  I'll be more relieved when I see more movement.  I remember at this point, the boys were more active in ultrasounds.  I also remember Baby C being more active a couple weeks ago.
Food cravings/aversions: No more ice tea.  In fact, I don't really want much of anything anymore.  I have a taste for nothing, which makes it really hard when meal times come around.
Symptoms: Heartburn. I never had it with Conner and Ben, so this is new for me.  The only time I've ever gotten heartburn is when I drink hard liquor (which I also miss a bit).
Happy or Moody most of the time:  Depends on if I'm hungry or not.
Looking forward to:  Gender scan in two weeks!  Tim still thinks it is a girl and I'm up in the air about it, although lately I've been thinking its a boy.

Also, look who looks more like a baby today and less like a puppy (and still a little like a mermaid):